The Beast Called 2019

How MY sheros and I defeated beast called 2019

Looking back now, actually 2019 was a rough year. The beast called 2019, honestly thought it had me cornered from angel, I mean it attacked my mind, my heart, even tried to attack my soul. It left nothing unturned looking for a soft target, hoping I would give in, I mean tap out. 

It tried to get me to doubt my ability to live, to love and to give. It toyed with my mind, my heart and even my fininces. Actually, looking back now, I was never ready for the beast, on my own I could have never faced that beast. 

I compare the year to a beast, because that's is how brutal the year was. It actually felt personal. It constantly felt like I was fighting a losing battle, with every escape route blocked off and demolitioned. 

But looking back,. Through it all, my circle pulled through yazi, they never once complained about my complaining. They were ever ready to lend an ear, ever ready to laugh, cry and cuss with me.  Actually 2019, goes out to my squad, or my so called sheros. 

These ladies fought the beast with me, at times they fought on my behalf when I just didn't have the strength or the ability. They always saw through the Armour, saw right through the thick skin. Saw the fasad, they didn't see Miss King.

They saw Sibu, they saw her for what she is and what she was feeling, every time. 

If you are blessed to have such people in your life, you should be eternally grateful. Because believe me, not everyone has such people in their corner. I am talking about those people, who ask you how are you really doing and then from there remind you that you've got this, and that this too shall pass. 

This appreciation post goes out to Nontobeko Gcabashe , Nontobeko Zungu , Samukelisiwe Magubane and Mandisa Mthembu. Thank you ladies for being on my side, even on the days were I gave up on myself. Thank you for fixing my armor and reminding me that the battle was OURS to fight and win TOGETHER. 

It is them who defeated the beast called 2019, it didn't have a chance yazi. It was never READY for my squad, for my sheros. 

#mysquad, #freindship #appreciation